
Friend, this is out of this world. This is different i can feel it. Can you believe he checks on me between hours of his work, finally a man who priotises me.
He wants to hang out with me all the time and i mean all the time.
Phone rings and Ivette grabs her phone.
“Is that him?” I ask.
She slowly shakes her head, no its work.
“Why the disappointed look? It is quite early in the day.”
Ivette looks at me and that is when i see it. The fear and doubt in her eyes.
Its been five weeks since we last talked..
But but….am trying to reconcile what she has been telling me with this.
I think something happened to him.
“Have you called him? Are his numbers going through?” I ask.
Yeah they are but he is not picking. I have texted him he is not replying but his messages show they have been read.
I turn Ivette towards me, lift her chin up
Shirley kept tucking in the shirt and removing it from her jeans as she turned checking herself out in the mirror.
Mmh…hmmm.
Suzy should i tuck it in or let it flow.
I looked up and pretending to think i said “let it flow it looks better that way..”
I feel like i have gained so much weight, i got a size bigger for the jeans but look…
I bite my lip not sure what to say to her..
She is gained more than she realises i guess..

Question is ; Do you want to feel good or Do you want the Truth?
Feeling good sounds like a good fit but unfortunately it has incapacitated us.
The culture today would rather bury their heads in the sand than face Truth.
Friends can not be honest with eachother anymore lest you become labeled toxic, jealous, selfish at the least.
Men have to start up clubs on the one million ways(roses) to make the women ‘feel’ good.
We support downright bad behavior and call it “woke”. We lie all the time in name of protecting those we love and call it love.
Preachers stand on the pulpit and promise you a problem free life in this world and you feel good, the feeling that you can just become a billionaire you just have to do a list of things that have nothing to do with the Word of God.

We have labels for that which does not make us feel good.
Do you want to feel good or Do you want the Truth?
You see, feel good is just that ‘a fleeting feeling’ it comes and goes and it is very dependent on many factors and you will always always need a refill.
Question is “Do you want the Truth?”
Before you can answer that we have to agree that there is no such thing as “My Truth, Your Truth” with completely opposite sides.
Truth cannot be both true and untrue.
It is self-deception which unfortunately we have become masters at.
Truth cannot be subjective, it is inspite of your feelings or private intuitions.
Truth is black or white.
It is definite and conclusive.
Truth does not cater to a crowd, to say one thing to this person and say something else to another person.
Truth addresses all people alike as it finds them.
Society may try to re-define many things but the Truth does not change.
This may be hard to comprehend as we are always changing but not Truth.
Its safe to say if you are born male or female identifying as invisible will not make you invisible.
Truth is consitent and will not contradict itself.
It presents one origin, one problem of man, one standard for family, one plan for human history etc. It is all related it all holds together.
Think about it, if what you call truth can be changed as circumstances deem fit then it cannot be called true.
Telling people to make sure to use condoms to avoid AIDS and Pregnancy does not make these the problem.
Sexual immorality is what ought to be tackled.
The consequences are consistent.
~Aristotle
Truth represents the World as it is not as we wish it to be.
God is the one source and sole author of Truth. Sin, Judgement,Salvation, Heaven and Hell etc are whatever God says they are.
To say of what is that is not or of what is not that it is, is false, while to say of what is that it is and of what is not that it is not is True.
God is the God of Truth, Jesus Christ is full of Grace and Truth, Holy Spirit is the Spirit of Truth.
The Word is Truth.
No one can be saved without Truth.
Truth is consitent with the mind, will, character, glory and being of God.
~Steven Lawson
If you are forever between a battle on what is true or not you will need an absolute to base on.
So it stands “Do you want to feel good or Do you want the Truth?”.
Truth has the final say in every life.

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